Again, another month without a video. This morning I decided to stop whiny inside my head about not being in a place to do a video. and just write instead. And trust me, I'm doing you a favor...
It's not pretty around here right now.
My superman is healing well, grumpy as hell, soul searching his shit, and to my elation he his becoming even MORE of a superman to me. It's like his body being broken has set free his inner vision, and will all our time together lately I'm seeing how strong and wise and wonderful he really is. Consequently, I'm pulling triple duty so, oh man...the bags under my eyes are really not camera friendly right now!
In an effort to bolster our finaces while he's out of work I drug out an elk hide and began fleshing, scraping, soaking, loving, and creating sacred sound makers. Yep, it's a bit stinky but it is deeply creative to birth a sacred item. If you are interested in one, contact me. (Pictures of the curing process are the featured image!)
Oh, and homeschool started this week...so, yeah, no video right now.
And now, here's the gritty stuff. I am in that itchy, scratchy, jittery state of transformation. I am really feeling the snake in myself as it sheds skin. (and of course I found a full snake skin the other day in my wood pile) I have been feeling all year that Inquire Within isn't it anymore. That I need to rebirth my purpose under a new name, a new path, new boundaries and I desire so deeply the clarity to do this all. I've journey, meditated, and prayed and the messages or insights I get are definitely what I need to hear...just not the easy "to do list" of clarity I was wanting to hear.
I'm unclear how to, but I'm still moving forward.
I cannot paint the picture yet of what this will look like. I only smell the excitement of aligning my actions with my feelings. And I feel the weight of the old skin as an intense burn of motivation to get it done. This month I will be recreating a new website under my new working name and at some point be able to announce it's arrival to you. I will be diggin' deep to locate the direction that feels amazing in my bones and honestly look at what I want to do.
I have visions and feelings of holding the space for women to gather and soul craft.
I feel this so deeply that I am kinda confused as to why it's not happening yet. And frustrated about it too, which only makes that itch of the shedding skin more intense and more motivating to let go of.
I have a deep desire to impact my subscribers and followers in a way that inspires them to craft their soul and free them Selves to run wild and free.
I am digging deep, letting my whole and authentic Self do the remodeling of this trans-formative fire. I am not clear, but I'm moving forward. I have no flippin' clue how this will all get done, but I'm slithering through the grass...sensing every ripple and flowing my course with that.
Now you know what is happening...Inquire Within is coming off and Soul Crating is emerging from under the skin of my soul. Ahhhhh, feels good to be in the center of the fire.
Is there a piece of yourSelf that is itching to be shed? In what ways do you ignore it? What is under the skin, aching to emerge in you?
Nissa is a wild woman intuitive, writer, Shamanic practitioner and Soul Crafter. You can experience one on one sessions with her to awaken more of who you are through shamanic energy medicine. Either in person or online. Contact her to schedule your appointment.