How do I get through not knowing what I need to do 2.0

I do it anyway.
 
I cling to the self-compassion that life IS a practice.
I give myself permission to fuck up.
I open my explorers’ heart that eagerly heads into the unknown adventure.
When doubt or fear or shame set in, I breath deeply. Name it, talk to it, and set up camp for the night.
I do it anyway.
 
Not knowing, unsure, vulnerable, I battle the disease of “am I wasting my time?”
Rearrange how I view time to accommodate the longer journey.
Frustrated with the obstacles of survival….aching for the nourishment of thrival.
Maddened by the dehydration of expected visions haunting my compass.
Hunted by the monsters within.
Hunting the monsters within.

I do it anyway.

It is my land, after-all…my creative soul creating my life.

When the storm of overwhelm rumbles in I stop and let the storm take away the heavy stuff that isn’t really meant to be done.

I navigate the adventure with my instincts and feeling senses…for the mind chatter is like quicksand.

Uncharted territory of any kind means having to make my own paths and experience what is in front of me.

I do it anyway.

Because my soul has a fire burning to be more than what I am (thank you Bear medicine).

Because through the discomfort of fear, there is the thrill and truth of vulnerability.

Because sharing that truth spreads new seeds on the wind to inner landssapes everywhere.

Because being who I am feels authentic when I’m living what feels right to me.

 

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And so it begins….a new adventure. Focus on what is being created. Feel what is wanting to be created. Choose actions that express who you are and what you create. Fall down. Screw up. Get mad. Make love. Have faith. Begin again.
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