The moment I realized I AM living my dream...

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10352931_10153826453294237_9172923191484184577_nAs I create the content for my upcoming #messageseverywhere journey in July, I am getting the "walk your talk" smack down and I'm so freakin' grateful. The idea that I miss so much magic and medicine in my life due to not paying attention just isn't a viable excuse anymore. I am, after all, sacred space...so why wouldn't every lil' human moment be a door to something sacred? uh...duh...light bulb! I am a lover of soul crafting, truth seeking, and digging deep, and by looking for the magic in the mundane has been showing me that even my daily life is a circle of sacred space. I don't always need to go deep and get muddy to heal, shift, and connect. Good goddess, I'm glad I said yes to creating this offering! The other day I was juggling making a garden-picked strawberry rhubarb pie with a scheduled client and laundry and flower essence making and dinner prep and homeschool check-ins and content creating. In my mind I was categorizing and lining up how to lay out all these tasks in a balanced and responsible time frame. And within that, my mind was saying "shit, this is so crazy...juggling all these things...augh!" I found myself hearing the stress in these thoughts. Stress that I've gotten used to as a daily function and it just felt out of place somehow...for some reason. In that moment, I remembered I had a choice to listen...sacredly...a choice to open...and to receive...

So then, my soul spoke...

remember when you were at that job you hated...

when your creativity was caged...

and you ached to be at home...

being the mom you want to be...

being a goddess...

being a soul-o-prenuer...

remember when you asked for this?...

and you called to the powers that be...

to live a life of flowing many...

instead of stagnant few...

this isn't stress...

this is your dream...

enjoy it...

you asked for this...

you are living it now...

isn't that great?...

And then my mind was able to breathe...

In that moment; the juggling became lit up with light and life, the "stress" became an awareness of how blessed I am to GET to do all these things, and time opened up to make room for all of it to happen with ease. Yes, things will still get stressful. Yes, it's not always the version of the vision I envisioned. However, it is still my dream coming to life and now with acknowledging it it can come to life. So, I whipped up the pie crust and pie filling and let it sit while I tended to my client. After the session I made the pie, had some lunch, started laundry, got meat out to thaw and played in the lush world of flower essence medicine-making before grabbing an afternoon iced coffee and created some more #messageseverywhere content.

Acting through my "to do" list with the heart of awareness that I'm living my dream NOW made everything so damn delicious and uplifting. Life just got a lot brighter...

I am living my dream. Wow...that feels so good to step up into. And I'm dreaming bigger new things while I'm living my old dreams now. Isn't it sad...that I almost missed this message? Isn't it sad...that I've spent the last few years not remembering? Isn't it awesome...that my soul speaks to me? Thank you soul, for speaking. And thank you mind, for listening. Thank you body, for changing with the change of this perspective.

 

Is it possible that a dream of yours is here and now too? Have you been passing it by without acknowledgment, ownership, and celebration? Feel free to share in the comments.

XOXO

Nissa

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